18:21 Hard to get out of bed. Headache. Take shower.
18:42 WTF... Saw an envelope on the floor, picked it up, it had my ex's name on it (the one I hate) and it is a pay stub of his. From 2006. WTF?!
19:14 Trying to wake myself up!
23:23 I fail. Fell back to sleep. At least I had a nice dream which is odd that I remember.
00:29 What is with everyone wanting to buy my accounts? Now someone wants to buy my Myspace.
00:38 twitpic.com/wvf6u - Looking at private album I have on Myspace of randomness that I never look at. Found this.
00:44 twitpic.com/wvftd -
01:02 twitpic.com/wvhr8 - 3
01:04 twitpic.com/wvhy1 -
01:07 twitpic.com/wvi7r -
01:09 All these are things I had saved from community.livejournal.com/ljsecret/ long ago.
01:15 twitpic.com/wvj15 -
01:34 So sad that Tila's fiancee died. Imagine finally finding love and having them die.
03:05 I am surrounded by awesomeness. 2010 is great.
03:11 I love my Wolf and I love Cold. Ahhh so much awesome! Have I even stopped smiling within the past few days?
03:47 Is it Wednesday? Oh man, I am more timefucked than normal.
04:24 My guitar just jumped out and attacked me. No lie.
04:25 Again!
04:41 I miss you. I shoudnt have overslelpt.
04:59 Whoa... one of my exs from when I was 16 has a Cold icon on AIM. Weird as fuck.
05:00 *steals it*
05:06 We should go to Burning Man.
05:30 Think I go to bed now after being awake for 6 hours.
18:56 Slept too long and now feel like a zombie. Hi hi to Wolf <3
19:07 Wondering why Storytlr is still alive and double posting some of my stuff still.
19:09 One of the last times I was at my mothers I found the missing volume to my books of poetry I wrote throughout my teens.
19:09 ...Something tells me to read it.
19:11 "Volume 9. Darkest Illusion. Spring 2000" (title) Let's see what I was thinking 10 years ago.
19:16 Ahhhh why was I obsessed with Nick? He still calls me to this day trying to hang out. lol too funny.
19:18 The time frame from this is not making sense.
19:20 10 years ago? How could this have been 10 years ago. Ooooh okay it is a different Nick. lmao... My first bf Nick. Wow I am sad.
19:24 "The darkness in eternal fright"
19:31 How could I ever have written this kind of stuff? I swear I was not the same person.
19:48 "But he is the one That turned me away. Now I know never again To get with a man who is gay." LMFAO...
19:54 Oh man I hope my mother did not read any of this. She must have because it was not in a spot I would have left it.
19:57 Funny how the other day I was writing about Spring Break from age 16. Second half of this book is all about that now.
19:57 The shoppie. HAHAHA... wow...
19:59 Okay it was this little game room in the resort called "The Shoppe" but I called it shoppIE... All the kids hung out in there at night.
20:16 Okay, done. That rather sucked. Some of my worst work. Now ones of these days I have to read the rest of the books.
20:29 Bodies suck. Mine hurts from my cleaning spree the other night.
20:48 Someone wants to buy my Youtube account from me because it is old... WTF? No.
21:10 Why cant I ever sleep normal? It is either too much or too little which both ends me up as a zombie =(
22:44 Grr cant get Myspace right and it is pissing me off. If the 2 columns are not level with each other it bothers me greatly.
22:46 Okay I got it good enough I think.
23:00 New last.fm widget not showing up. And I deleted the code for the old one. I give up.
23:09 LOL... my friend I used 2 take to Myrtle Beach just reminded me of how I threw the Bible at her one night when she was sleeping in the hotel
00:50 Member number 11 on something.
01:28 Reading some of my poetry from 2002 now. These seem a lot more familiar being that I remember exactly what I was feeling & exact situations
01:28 Some of these I have memorized.
01:45 Now reading really old ones. One here I wrote after going to my first Edgefest. Even then I was so inspired by live music.
01:47 Theres this really cute one that I wrote regarding some of my favorite bands. Might post that one.
01:53 In very rare instances I seemed to "get it" completely.Most of its pathetic heart broken stuff but some of it is quite profound or spiritual
01:55 "In this air of dirty souls" ...Oh how I love that.
02:10 "End the world in rain."
02:12 3 showing up a lot in my writing.
02:16 "Feel what Im sending to you. Feel our consciousness connect." ...Thats pretty awesome for me to have written so young.
02:34 A lot of apocalyptic vibes in some of this. Weird.
02:36 If the world ends in rain you can blame me. Theres more than one instance that I mention that.
02:54 Cant read any more tonight. Cant stand the light being on anymore.
02:54 Pretty neat that I mentioned wolves a couple times.
03:15 "2010" seems so futuristic... It is somewhat surreal.
03:54 Feeling groggy and thinking about my love. Probably nap soon.
03:59 lmao... dont mind me... sleeping pills...
04:01 its this whole cat & wolf thing and that picture. because the pictyre on the other side was of a cat. a cat, an ill be there plaque & a wolf
04:02 And they are both here now! Cats and Wolves! MY cat and MY wolf!
04:04 If anyone can make sense of what I just said, congratulations.
04:33 WTF I am trying to mae a Twibbon but it is not wrking right
04:44 My Twibbon is a hot mess. Ill leave it for now.
04:53 Think I go lay down for a bit. Love you Wolfie. Thinking of you.
11:22 I am in love. And I just fell on the table. Unrelated reasons. That is all.
11:26 Words are not enough.
00:14 The past day has been quite an unusual day. A quite lovely day. My heart and soul are taken by the most amazing man that exists.
00:19 Dont ever "look" for love. You'll only find it when you are not looking. Let it happen when it is supposed to happen. Let the Universe guide
00:21 I love you my Wolf. <3
09:59 I will start cleaning tonight! I swear this time. It will never be considered "neat" but it can be a lot better than it is.
10:03 I feel incredibly blessed by the Universe.
10:30 Questions done.
11:37 I adore this necklace. Given to me by someone very special. dailybooth.com/u/1f6mo
11:37 Just took my 126th mugshot! www.dailymugshot.com/main/show/13370
11:40 Going shopping in a bit.
11:43 Think I lost my chains that kept breaking the other night. Unless I took them off and threw them somewhere when I got home.
11:46 Thats what happens when you wear necklaces as hip chains... Lose them... Thought I was starting a new trend. lol Will try to find more.
14:28 Crossgates. pizza. buy too much stuff already.
16:57 Home. Didnt find what I was looking for although Im not sure exactly what I was looking for.
17:01 Im going to start my cleaning missing. Overwhelming as it is I must start somewhere.
18:54 Okay, I said Id take a break when a Cold song came on. Im about um... 10% done. Mostly things are just moved around.
18:56 It is like a fucking store in my apt. I am a bit absurd. Things in packages and with tags... never to be used... I am insane.
18:56 FUCKING INSANE I TELL YOU.
18:57 Okay back to work. Will take another break whenever another Cold song comes on which could be a while but probably wont be.
20:06 Cold song. 60% done? When I say "done" I do not mean neat but about 90% neater than it was or am capable of doing. lol
20:07 This needed to be done so bad. I am glad I am getting some of it done. There is actually somewhat of a walkway.
20:08 I cant take too much of a break because if I do I will never return to it!
20:09 See u in the next Cold song.
20:47 Cold song. 80%
20:49 Damn, Ive been doing this for 4 hours?
20:49 Who would have thought such a small space would have to be straightened up for this long just to create a walkway!
20:50 Id say there is at least 2 more hours.
20:52 Taking a break to answer the 5 questions I have. Feel free to leave some for my next break www.formspring.me/kandydevil
21:16 Guess I am meant to take a lot of breaks. "Bleed"... Working on counters now.
21:21 Something is guiding me tonight to be able to do this. It is not normal.
22:10 Not a Cold song but at least a TKATS song... Plus need to wait while vacuum recharges...
22:11 Not fun to vacuum with a hand help vac not to mention one that barely works.
22:11 Id say that for now Ive got 10% left.
22:12 After this I need to get drunk or something.
22:59 Done except for vacuuming because thing wont charge. Just realized I lost lens caps to camera =( Must have lost on NYE.
23:01 One would never think I spent 6 hours straightening up because it still looks like a massacre. Oh well. Limited space.
23:13 Ahh fucking vaccum. I give up.
23:18 Now I drink.
23:41 So, my mom loves Cold. She wants all of their music. She is sad they are not playing here on the next tour. lol
23:42 She wants to go to that show coming up at the Armory.. Puddle of Mudd and Shinedown I think? So if she goes I will be going with her.
23:42 Course she will only go if her bf finally leaves which I know he wont.
23:43 She said she had heard "Bleed" before and loved it but never know who it was by.
23:53 Nowhere had the damn perfume I wanted. Put some on from the tester and it is lovely and I want it. Some dude said I smelled good. lol
00:01 Everyone thinks I cut my hair because of this picture. Dont know why it looks like that. Kinda looks like the ends are black or it is cut.
00:02 Cutting hair is EVIL! Dont ever ask me if Ive done such a thing!
00:11 Why are some people such hypocrites?! I tried so hard to like someone as a person but it is just impossible.
00:12 I am not suprised the reaction he gets from people. Such a fake. I cant try with him anymore.
01:06 #nowplaying music.
08:29 Hear weird birds. Like jungle birds.
09:28 community.livejournal.com/4chan/3043413.html
09:36 LJ generator tells me to resolve to "eat more psychedelics" the-kandydevil.livejournal.com/735473.html
09:45 Why? www.youtube.com/watch?v=PSLS2bacFRk&feature=player_embedded
10:08 Weird realizations. Things making sense.
15:25 The smile wont go away. Odd concept.
15:27 Going to Crossgates tomorrow I guess with my mom.
15:32 I feel the PPP now more than ever. Without any of the symbols.Took the pent off for the 1st time in year & a half because I felt I could now
15:44 =)
17:53 Every single one of my songs in my mix0- all 200+ songs somehow renamed themselves to Evanesence "Anywhere"... Has go to mean something...
17:57 www.lyrics007.com/Evanescence%20Lyrics/Anywhere%20Lyrics.html ...Very weird.
18:03 I give up on the nap. It is not meant.
18:05 Ive always really loved these Evanescence songs that are from before they were big that were not meant to be released.
18:39 One day I will show you something I just wrote.
18:49 Was just speaking of a certain song in something I was privately writing and what do you know, it starts to play. =) =) =)
18:51 I really cant stop smiling today. It is gonna cause my face damage.
19:11 I went through a phase where music lyrics didnt mean anything to me anymore. A long phase. Im glad that that is over.
19:12 The human side comes back a little.
19:38 This champagne is strong homie. =)
19:48 Gonna be buzzed tonight because Wolf gave me lots to feast upon.
19:49 7777
19:54 New list.
19:55 Crazy sirens outside.
20:02 Speed up Facebbok. Need to check messages!
20:03 Been a week/ Been afraid.
20:05 No more afraid. Embrace life. It is a gift.
20:08 Scooter is gonna send me stuff =) Oh man....
20:18 Killer and the Star merch I think =D
20:20 And then the Killer and the Star music starts playing. Universe = awesome.
20:22 Why is everything so crazy awesome lately?! I know 2 reasons. 1 main one.
20:25 Once Smokie and I clean up a bit we want to invite you over for a robotrip.
20:31 It is true that small amounts of alcohol can bring back traces of trippyness if done the next day. No bad whiskey type stuff.
20:34 Everyone is posting their formspring so do mine... Ill probably answer more snce I am buzzed www.formspring.me/kandydevil
20:39 Human blockage sucks. Things I want to say but cant.
20:41 Okay I think I shall smoke. Ive got a bag that has been sitting in my drawer.
20:46 Suicide Commando comes on at the right moment.
20:50 Craving something... Intense....
20:51 OMG UNI! Only the best song ever "Bleed"
20:52 Think weed not doing anything. Continue to drink. No reason now except that I can and it is good.
20:55 Maybe it is doing something. lol
20:56 I dont like it unless it is mixed witj something else.
20:59 I should get a new pipe. Someone that sucks gave me this one.
21:09 I cant help it. I give in completely.
21:19 So inclined to do things.
21:40 No words can describe the pull I feel.
21:42 Must calm and remind.
22:22 I have to get things tomorrow!
22:42 "Cause I'm looking at you through the glass...Don't know how much time has passedAll I know is that it feels like forever"
23:24 Thanks whoever is asking me all the questions right now. Good to keep my mind focused on something else!
23:58 Come on now theres questoons are off the wall! Asking me to answer a question to another question on a different question. You crazy!
00:31 You guys are awesome. Probably gonna go to bed soon since the questions are dying down.
00:34 Whys everyone son nosy about who I was hanging out with last night? lol weirdos.
00:41 Going to nap. Gonna get up early, If u have more questions Ill do them later.
00:41 Hope my Wolf has a nice nite =)
16:04 Im awake. Still trying to figure out what is going on. Shower then dxm then who knows what.
16:09 Sleep was sucky again.
16:28 Drama drama. Dont need it.
16:35 Good thing I didnt clean or buy champagne for mr sad sack.
16:36 Think Ill spend some time in the book store tonight.
17:09 Gonna get this started. Shower then juice then wait for it to kick in then wing it.
17:11 #10yearsago was the funnest year ever at age 16.
17:12 #2010wish ~ amazingness.
17:14 Sublime "Santeria"... reminds me of spring break in Myrtle Beach at age 16. What a wonderful week that was. SHOPPIE how I miss thee.
17:16 I had every kid in that resort saying "Word up" as a joke. lol
17:43 First dose in. Dont know if should do more. Burning music. Too big for cd so has to be dvd.
17:43 Oh, the little shot glasses are different now. They are cuter. lol
17:49 May as well do 2. But Ill walk funny. lol
17:51 Will wait bit though. Then maybe more when I get home as to travel and not just be fucked up.
18:23 Where are the gloves I am looking for? ahhhhh
18:26 I want my pink skeleton gloves.
18:30 The Universe has alerted me that it has begun. "Dein Herz Meine Gier"
18:30 The Universe has alerted me that it has begun. "Dein Herz Meine Gier"
18:31 Suicide Commando - Dein Herz Meine Gier: blip.fm/~ik07r
18:33 This is mu ultimate dxm song. The Universe knows.
18:35 Hope my friend has a good time sitting home on the dating site while people pretend to kill themselves.
18:37 Wonder wht the translation of the lyrics of this song are. Never even thought about it because it just makes amazingess in my bones.
18:39 I should eat something. Am hungry. The Universe or Beings like me to eat rice. I recall being told "feed it rice" once.lol It being my body
18:40 Probably should turn off mix and juist put on straigt up Suicide Commando.
18:46 lol domt know if i should take the 2nd. but I probably will.
18:49 HUGE PUPILS dailybooth.com/u/1eozr
18:57 I dont know when to venture out. Ill probably go to book store. Book store on dxm is weird. Probably buy things and will be heavy. lol.
18:57 Maybe not go to book store. lol
18:58 Maybe shouldnt bring camera. But will anyway.
18:58 Maybe half of this other bottle.
18:59 Wonder how many will unfollow tonight? Lets get it started!
19:00 Goal is 30 unfollowers. lol
19:01 Oh I already reached my 15,000 posts. Happy New Year to me. Roboitch.
19:06 Will wait a bit before going out and before doing more. Hear sirens.
19:13 I shall wear this hat. And listen to death metal.
19:15 oohhh the Killer and the Star
19:17 I dont knwo when I should go out. Is anyone out in Toga now?
19:19 I love music highs.
19:21 I love the feeling of being excited yet not knowing what I am excited for. Euphoria!
19:22 Im thinking I might not need any more!
19:22 Probably best not more for now.
19:26 What should be done? hmmm....
19:37 lol playing around with camera
19:38 Is cause for amazingness. I wonder what else can do this.
19:40 Close your eyes.
19:42 cant find phone
19:44 found it. pur cd i n tissue paper
19:47 my tweet replies are always weird and un-understandable when i am like this. sorry. lol
19:48 I aint doing no more I dont think. lol. Not till after.
19:49 I dont remember 1 being this intense. Last time I did one was ITM show, right?
19:52 I go in an hour?
19:55 Something is happening. Dont know what. Something is happening.
19:57 Okay I will begin to wander in an hour. Then I can be found by whoever wants to find me.
20:05 I have no idea what I am doing. I will wander outside of my house at some point.
20:06 I will know when.
20:06 DOnt stay outside/
20:24 its coming together.
20:30 interconnected
20:32 Full Moon and Blue Moon. Whatever that means. And it means something.
20:33 Tonight the stars revolt,,;.
20:35 9 it tells me. Not leaving tilll 9.
20:35 After that those that need to reach me may reach me by text.
20:36 Anyone else jjust look for a sparkly hat and a pink coat
20:39 I go the book store soon. Something tellls me tthat is the spot.
20:40 Maybe. I just dont know.
20:41 Ill jjust go wherever I am led/
20:41 People inbook store wojuld look at me funnny
20:56 ahhhhhhhhhhhh
20:59 I dont know what i am doing . about to venture out in a few.
21:00 Universe be with me for I do not know what is happening.
21:09 Out
21:18 Cant feel my body. in park.
21:35 Bookstore closed
21:45 This working?
21:46 Listening to opera
21:54 PRETTY MUCH NOT LEAVING THIS SPOT. I AM BY SANTA HOUSE
00:39 Wonderful new years. Thank you Wolf.
00:40 Happiness.
00:44 I met an incredible person tonight that I know I was meant to know and I thank @twitter so much for bringing this person to me. And Universe
00:46 Never ending smiles. =)
00:49 I spent several hours outside in freezing cold and didnt feel it and now I feel it. Body numb.
00:50 I didnt feel my body at all for most of the night. I was kinda just floating. Was nice.
00:54 lol @ me tweeting about not leaving spot and being by Santa house. That was not supposed to be a tweet. Was a text to someone.
00:58 Life is strange and beautiful. Lots of things are.
01:03 My mom says she likes "Bleed" best.... wow!
01:04 Think I wont trip more tonight. I am complete. Will save for another time.
01:06 Seems surreal.
01:07 Happy New Years everyone. May we all have an amazing 2010.
01:46 Still smiling.
02:55 the-kandydevil.livejournal.com/618684.html Last years new years eve
03:14 Soundgarden are back together?!?!
03:18 Good nite <3
06:55 Well that was a short sleep but it seemed i was time to get up. Timefucked I guess.
06:59 ♪♫• Happy♪♫• New♪♫• Year♪♫•
07:00 Twilight Zone marathon.
14:51 Sleep was not good. Fuckers drilling or something above me once again.
14:54 30 Seconds to Mars "the Kill" has been in my head since yesterday so now I listen.
14:57 Shit, tomorrow is tomorrow.
15:02 Havent heard from C. Doubt he'll be coming out. Guess email him later.
15:07 twitpic.com/vww5r - Win! She likes Cold, ITM, SW and The Gathering. I have done a good thing!
15:08 Im guessing "most" excludes mainly Suicide Commando, Wumpscut and VNV. lol
15:09 My Mama now likes Cold. *does an invisible dance.*
15:31 Restless in Blue. dailybooth.com/u/1eb7i
15:39 Work. Bye Twits.
17:20 Sleepy.
19:24 I think wherever high dose dxm trips take you is the same place alien abductees are taken.
19:27 Lots of good stuff in Passport to the Cosmos. Want to get his other book that came first.
20:01 Theres some scary stuff regarding the future of Earth which seems incredibly real to me.
20:20 Hands numb from coldness. Inside.
20:38 Think astral beings are the same thing as "aliens"
21:49 Next chapter is about hybrids!
22:10 Hands hurt from being so cold.
23:11 Rather nice out tonight.
23:41 Left my mix going while at work and before leaving home I knew that whatever song was playing when I come home would mean something...
23:42 Was feeling EXTREMELY connected with the Universe today... maybe more than ever... And song proved it. "Never is a Promise"! Again!
23:54 Beer!
23:58 Who is gonna be downtown tomorrow night? Follow the stench of cloves to find me! It works. Ive been told. lol
00:06 Dont even really know what I am doing tomorrow night or if I am hanging with anyone. Wander with camera for the most part be getusst.
00:11 Happy New Years Eve! This is a big one. The end of a decade! 1 year is nothing. 10 is.
00:11 This decade has been one fucked up one for me! Good & bad.
00:12 I guess the decade that one transitions from their teens to adulthood is usually pretty fucked up for anyone though.
00:16 I remember NYE of last year as if it were yesterday. It was the beginning of something amazing for my inner self. Thank you 2009.
00:35 "Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful."
01:18 Singing Danzig to my cat. She looks at me as if I am crazy and she loves it.
01:29 Everyone has a Formspring thing now. I see everyone posting them. Its like the new big thing. Do me up www.formspring.me/kandydevil
02:06 OMFG just almost died due to "sweet hot mustard"
02:06 OMFG just almost died due to "sweet hot mustard"
02:31 There are so many books about aliens and abductions. Anyone recommend some good ones? Im reading Mack right now.
03:27 Bed soon. Still didnt do what I was gonna. Must do tomorrow before or after going out!
03:28 Probably sleep late so Ill be getting a late start. Wake up and getusst immediately! Nite.
03:30 Need 40 more tweets today. I can see it now. Texting Twitter about craziness on dxm and nervousness when out tonight. lol
13:54 Getting ready for work.
13:59 Hope work is dead. Id say it is likely being that it is only 10 degrees out and getting colder.
14:01 I just thought I missed New Years and therefore the Twilight Zone marathon that is always on New Years Day.
14:01 lol ...Show how much I dont know what day it ever is.
14:38 I shall cover up your blue Walmart. dailybooth.com/u/1dz1r
15:49 Pair of pink boots i need to save for 7 hrs. will hide.
15:53 I need the help of someone that can draw or do computer graphics. contact me & ill give u info
17:39 Please dont rap in the break room.
19:41 Freezing in store.
21:04 What you see is not all there is.
21:15 Praise the lord- someone turned off star wars.
21:41 I wonder if im the only person that is jealous i havent been abducted by aliens?
21:48 Need to find books focusing more on alien-human hybrids. think it is very possible i am one.
23:59 A newish hot one. Now theres 2. I amuse myself too much at work sometimes with my thoughts. lol
00:00 Actually had a weird sync with him too with something he asked me and something I said on Twitter earlier.
00:06 Several people replied to me about drawing/ graphics so Ill say what I want and if anyone can help let me know... it is fairly simple...
00:07 Need a heart w/ crossbones. Heart being hex #FF00FF and outlined in black and bones being black. Need two done. One plain & one w KANDYDEVIL
00:09 The original idea was this fav.me/d2aicn5 which I love but I dont know if he ever finished it. So something similar. Creepy yet girly
00:13 10 Words You Need to Stop Misspelling theoatmeal.com/comics/misspelling from @oatmeal
00:23 Chilly Willy. Brrrr. dailybooth.com/u/1e55t
00:25 Just took my 124th mugshot! www.dailymugshot.com/main/show/13370
00:29 I bought some beer called Full Moon which is a variation of Blue Moon neither of which Ive ever had.
00:45 Suicide Commando guy approved my last.fm request. I told him his music makes my soul happy. lmao.
01:42 Come on beer, work!
01:43 Nothing can get me buzzed except whiskey and then that is bad.
01:52 One of the best songs/ lyrics of all time. Especially the last line www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/nineinchnails/hurt.html
01:52 If I could start againA million miles awayI would keep myselfI would find a way
01:59 One day Id like to go to NYC for NYE again but not like when I went before. Was so lame. You could only get thru in sections....
02:00 I got through to next section and the lame bf I had was too slow & got left behind in the other section so we spent most of the night apart
02:01 & dont even think about getting anywhere near Time Square. Its impossible. They close off the street hours be4 then u have to try 2 get back
02:02 But if I could figure out how to go and it not suck then Id like to do it again. lol
02:04 Any locals going to the Slayer and Megadeth show coming up?
02:12 Whatever song comes on next means something. The Universe says so. Lets see what it is...
02:14 "The Bleeding" Five Finger Death Punch... hmmm... idk...
02:15 I dont think that is applicable right now. Next song after this then. lol
02:18 The Berzerker "Forever"... Gonna have to look up the lyrics to this one.
02:19 I do believe this is kinda perfect actually. Thanks Universe. www.elyrics.net/read/b/berzerker-lyrics/forever-lyrics.html
02:20 "This is my world,and i see what you don't"
02:26 Or maybe the "Forever" is the clue because now In This Moment's "Forever" is playing.
02:26 Or maybe the "Forever" is the clue because now In This Moment's "Forever" is playing.
02:31 I hope tomorrow is as slow at work as today and that I have the dept to myself again.
02:31 Wearing a hoodie works too. Nobody thinks I work there even more so.
02:32 I swear I could clock in there then go home and then come back to clock out and nobody would know the difference.Although dept would be mess
02:33 Funny how I make work look so neat yet home is complete opposite.
02:35 Well nothing to do at work other than straighten up and think I guess.
02:37 YAY Johan (Suicide Commando) replied. \m/ I love my life. lol
02:41 Some of my favorite people in music have talked to me this year. Thats pretty awesome. Ill never forget that comment from Manson. lmao
02:43 And Gavin Rossdale was apparently checking me out according to my mother which pretty much makes my life complete.
02:44 Next year let's get Fiona Apple to talk to me and then it will truly be complete! That lady changed my life.
02:50 I need a Native American name... like The Cold Raven or something... or Wandering Raven.
02:50 My first love's mom used to use the name Raven online... wonder if thats why we got along so well. Both ravens.
03:44 15000 posts by 2010. Will do.
04:00 Sleep soon. Still didnt do what I wanted to do that Ive been wanting to do. Must do !
04:04 Work 4-11 tomorrow. Perfect hours. Little bit of a shorter day but still get my lunch break aka reading and shopping break.
09:29 Temporarily awake. Want to sleep long today so I am less drained cuz things I want/need to do tonight but Ill probably be drained anyway.
09:45 Snowing.
10:47 Got an email from my mom. She is liking Apocalyptica.
10:50 Sad to hear that someone I knew on Twitter that dated C after me has committed suicide. Surprising. She seemed like such a strong woman.
10:51 I really enjoyed her tweets. She was a lot like me.
10:55 Who proposed to me on formspring? lol
10:58 Maybe the same person that proposed on my Myspace comments as well. lol
11:05 Maybe shouldnt bother cleaning. C probably wont wanna hang out on nye anymore.
11:08 But I should clean anyway for the sake of my own self. It is honestly wall to wall mess with nowhere to walk. But later after more nap.
12:11 Its like 100 degrees in here.
12:12 Thank you @tweethug
12:53 community.livejournal.com/wtf_inc/7648534.html
14:40 Working on my mix. Arm numb now. Too many songs.
14:51 Il always be adding to it as I think of more but here it is so far...
14:52 twitpic.com/vmdho - Part 1
14:52 twitpic.com/vmdif - Part 2
14:53 Mostly old school favorites.
15:10 #nowplaying my never-ending way cool mix
15:11 Can already think of things I need to add to it.
15:11 Something tells me I will not be going back to sleep... Or cleaning... But I must!
19:17 Sleep not possible.
19:22 Think I will not be cleaning tonight. Would overheat from deathly hotness. Gonna drink some plum sake.
19:25 The Universe is there with me. Put my mix on shuffle and the first song it plays is "Never is a Promise" which is my all time song. <3
19:27 lol love the list ive just been added to.
19:28 Oh Universe! Next it plays Cold. You are awesome.
19:30 Maybe I can clean tomorrow after work when it is 5 degrees out.
19:46 This heat is so wrong.
19:48 I should go wine shopping. I want some of that cheap pink white wine with a chick walking a dog on the label.
19:50 Want to add more songs to my mix.
19:55 What Im gonna do now is work on my photos from the ITM show that I never got to.
19:57 Ill Twitpic as I go.
20:04 I dont like the quality of the pics from the camera I was using at all. Damn, my old one takes better pics than that one.
20:05 Gonna order a small Canon 12 MP. So I can take good pics at the Aiden show next month.
20:07 And an awesome person says he is taking me to Cold in Syracuse also in Feb. Which is like the awesomest thing anyone has ever offered to do.
20:08 twitpic.com/vnsc1 - Motionless In White
20:09 Fuck. It was not supposed to be sideways.
20:11 Technical difficulties.
20:18 twitpic.com/vntvk - This is fucking cool creepy pic. I did nothing to it.
20:20 Really disappointed in the quality of these pics. Its like a toy camera.
20:23 twitpic.com/vnuox - MIW
20:28 twitpic.com/vnvjm - synth \m/
20:32 twitpic.com/vnw88 - I forget what band this was. lol
20:34 twitpic.com/vnwm6 - In This Moment drums
20:42 twitpic.com/vnxuq - ITM. Really disappointing quality... and water bottles.
20:47 twitpic.com/vnykj - Not so great but I like it. ITM
20:49 twitpic.com/vnyw9 - Slight variation. ITM
20:55 Lighting is so bad at Northern Lights.
20:58 twitpic.com/vo0bi - lol I think Chris was smiling for me.
21:00 twitpic.com/vo0nc - Bad pic but sexy boys.
21:05 twitpic.com/vo1bm - Good Lord.
21:06 Hes lukcy I didnt try to molest him.
21:14 twitpic.com/vo2r0 - A duet!
21:22 twitpic.com/vo3u2 - Finally a non blurry one of Maria.
21:25 twitpic.com/vo4di - Not sure what I did to this but I like it
21:32 Okay most of those were really disappointing but the close up of Blake Bunzel made it all worth it!
21:38 Okay, new years resolution: I will not miss as many shows next year as I did this year. I will take taxis home even if I hate it and is $$$!
21:57 Maybe I should change my standing spot at shows... But damn I love front right side. Thats always been my spot. I have a thing with angles.
21:58 For the Gavin Rossdale show I was kinda center for once. I mean I had to be for that.
21:59 For the Killer and the Star I had a bad spot. I did front left and it sucked. Which is why I have no pics from that.
22:05 Just remembered I never did anything with my Metallica pics either. WIll do now but I know they are terrible.
22:06 twitpic.com/voavi - Metallica
22:08 twitpic.com/voba3 - Useless Lamb of God pic.
22:14 twitpic.com/voc8p - The balls of Metallica.
22:19 twitpic.com/vocxr - And one of Scooter just because.
22:21 twitpic.com/vod9r -
22:39 Who are Clutch? Playing tomorrow with a rather high ticket price for NL.
22:41 Last.fm says they are "stoner rock" ... lol... okay.
23:22 Updated gallery kandydevil.deviantart.com/gallery/
23:40 At some point I want to clean up my show pics on Myspace and only include the good ones.
00:01 Sake Bloody Mary and Diet Coke anyone?
00:12 I should make some new years resolutions. I never do but I want to continue to advance. Ill make a list on LJ.
00:40 Some of the questions on my formspring make me feel like I am extremely famous or something. Am I more famous than I know? lol
01:56 Was looking through someones favorites of Rev Theory on Deviant Art and I look at some and think "those are good" and they are mine. lol
02:01 I need to spend more time on Devaint Art and add to my favorites.
03:09 Man I wish the Ambien would fuck me up like it did the first night of starting on it again. I need it in order to do some things. lol
03:26 Was gonna order a camera tonight but I am too out of it now.
03:31 Listening to Grundig which is what Cold apparently were originally named.
03:34 Thought I wanted Canon Powershot but it is Canon Cyber Shot that is the better one and it is uglier so now idk.
03:42 I think once again Ill be going to bed without doing what I wanted to do.
03:43 Fuck my anxiety. Even on the net. DIE!
03:53 How did that Avenge Sevenfold guy die?
03:55 Ah man I predicted 1 more celebrity death before the year ended and here it is.
04:07 Tomorrow!
04:08 Think I need to go to bed. 2 Ambiens later that did nothing.
04:09 Leave me some for the morrow www.formspring.me/kandydevil
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