05:16 Net is down. good nite.
06:19 I just made the most fucked up meal, sleeping pills and cooking doesnt mix
10:50 Net still down. grrr
16:51 Getting ready for the show.
17:47 My juice went down rather easily. I like when that happens. Like when it is almost enjoyable.
17:50 I've just snapped a new picture: dailybooth.com/u/14c21
17:52 Just took my 110th mugshot! www.dailymugshot.com/main/show/13370
18:24 Ew I hate forcing myself to eat when it is no appealing but I know Ill feel not so great later if I dont with dxm and beer
18:24 *gags down fake chicken*
18:24 I am happy that I hear rain =D
18:28 Its kicking in.
18:32 I probably shouldnt have planned to go to this show so early. Gonna be all lik scene kids for these screamo bands. ..
18:33 Oh well, thats how I got into Aiden by seeing them play with In This Moment. Maybe ill like one of these or they will be hot =D
18:38 #iamthankfulfor everything that has happened that has led me up to now. #iamthankfulfor myself.
18:40 Going in a minute. See u later. Wont be tweeting till I get home unless I go outside to smoke because Northern Lights has no reception.
18:45 Fucking robo itch
18:51 Robo itching in the car.
19:57 1st band kinda good
19:58 So out of it.
23:56 OMFG BEST SHOW EVER OF ANY KIND!
23:57 I am in insane euphoria!
00:00 I shall wander until my ride comes. i am sitting on ground smoking clove. i love life.
00:09 Wow i could get killed here
00:15 Lol
00:51 Okay I am home,. I apparently took 170 pictures. Insane much?
00:52 That was the best fucking show I have been to in a VERY long time. Every band was amazing.
00:54 1st band were like some young screamo dudes, 2nd was FUCKING METAL!, 3rd were fucking amazing Motionless In White SOOO FUCKING HOT...
00:54 4th band were pretty good and In This Moment was fucking amazing.
00:55 During the last song there was a big circle pit and In This Moment played in the middle of it. I videoed it but I dont know if it came out
00:57 Some dude gave me an ITM guitar pick too =D
01:00 I had my usual AMAZING spot right against the wood thing in front. I should have brought my SLR camera for that amazing spot
01:02 I am so happy happy happy. Best night ever.
01:03 I wish I could go to every show at Northern Lights. If I had license I would. I would be so happy happy happy.
01:03 There are no better shows than shows at NL.
01:04 It is my happy place.
01:05 DXM and live music make me want to live life. I am so happy happy. I love life. All the inspiration in the world is in me right now.
01:22 The video of the circle pit wouldnt upload right but Im watching it on my camera. I want to put it on computer!
01:25 Ill deal with it later I guess. Dont know whats wrong with it.
01:28 Coming down. Oddly sudden. Oh well. Cant be euphoria all the time =P
01:33 Gotta get up early for Thanksgiving. Stupid.
01:33 Wasnt even gonna go to bed but I guess I will for a little bit.
01:47 I wish I knew why my vidoes didnt upload right. Cant even put on youtube =(
01:56 Burning some movies for tomorrow. Happy Horror Thanksgiving.
02:18 Funny that I am already folllowing on Twitter every member of that band that I said was fucking hot
02:35 This band impressed the shit out of me. Dont know if its cuz of their music or because they are FUCKING HOTTT myspace.com/motionlessinwhite
02:36 But come on now, they had a fucking keyboard player. They = win!
02:42 Fuck Aiden, I wanna procreate with Motionless in White =P
02:44 Um... I need some friends... Ive come to that sad conclusion...
02:45 So if anyone in the Saratoga area enjoys going to shows, drinking, tripping get at me.I need some people 2 which partake these activities w/
02:49 I am incredibly social awkward but one you rea;ize I just fuking weird & am not going to change then it will be okay and maybe eve, amusing.
02:50 sos that totally did not make sense.
02:50 I love you. Where are you?
02:58 Know why this band Motionless in White rocks (other than then being hot)? It is original! Screamo with industrial influences?! FUCKING WIN!
03:27 =) Find me.
03:28 All our dreams will come true.
03:29 But hey, what do I know, Im just a chick sittin here listening 2 screamo because the guys were hot and they occasionally throw in industrial
03:30 But now theres nothing that can be done. When it comes to that point it is all up and going and shit.
03:33 I wanna go to that Rat a Tat thing this weekend. Take me! =(
13:05 Die die die my darling... la la la
13:07 Gotta work all day today. Rare (& sucky) occurrence. But I go buy stuff at book store on lunch =D
13:40 Listening to Killer and the Star album before work.
16:51 Damn guy kept coming back asking 4 womens size9 & when i ask which kind he says any kind. jesus i hate being here.
19:43 My favorite part of my job is ripping shoe boxes in pieces :D
19:45 I spent $110.03 at book store on lunch break in about 30 mins.
19:46 And yes the 3 cents are important :D
19:47 Happy book & magazine birthday to me :D
19:48 Theres shit here i want to buy later when im done too.
19:49 Bitches be stealin my cart.
20:37 Boredom prevails.
20:38 I want to get freaky contacts & wear them to work
20:41 Battery dying. bye.
00:35 I fail at making food. Theres always a slight taste of dish soap. I ruined my ramen & I was looking forward to that shit.
00:36 Today was a bit odd. Everyone as far as work people that I havent seen in a while suddenly appeared.
00:38 I had a "who the fuck is hugging me right now" moment. lol Guy came in on his day off to tell me happy birthday.
00:40 I feel bad. That guy is always wanting me to call him or email him... or move in with him... If I were 30 years older & lonely I just might.
00:41 EVer wonder why you see certain people that you dont even know like everywhere that you go? Theres this guy that I see EVERYWHERE...
00:41 The first time I ever saw him was like on Myspace or something actually and thought he was hot now I just see him everywhere in person
00:42 Hes actually the guy I said was hot that was working in a store when I was at the mall w/ Chazz & he said I like guys tht look homeless lmao
00:44 Maybe I am meant to know him one day or something.... idk... I just think it is weird.
00:47 Dont let more order anything else online until the middle of next month unless I put it on my debit & dont let me debit it either actually!
00:48 I spent about $200 today in Barnes & Noble and Walmart. Birthday for me =D
00:49 Google, you fail. I search for "Killer and the Star shirt" and it brings up "Jeffree Star shirt" I really do not want a Jeffree Star shirt..
00:50 Guess I have to wait till the official site is not under construction.
00:54 Tomorrow is the In This Moment show. I plan on DXM-ing. Better than beer. =D
01:13 I think 30 Seconds to Mars need to tour around here. I would probably hyperventilate seeing Jared Leto in person...
01:14 I wonder how women can stand it! Id yell out "I love you Jordan Catalano!"
01:17 Was reading more of Satan Speaks today. Anton LaVey was 1 of the great thinkers of our time. Its a shame he will never be recognized as one.
01:18 I highly recommend that book if you are at all interested in a less common view of the world.
01:18 At times it is like reading my own thoughts.
01:27 Every single one of my Hatchlings have run away. I am buying them back from the pet catcher thing. Hatchling neglect!
01:36 I should carry around a camera at work to submit pics to peopleofwalmart.com ...I saw a couple good ones today.
02:44 I have a strange fondness & curiosity about something lately and it is really weird and it kinda baffles me. Guess time will reveal why.
02:46 There are some things I need not explain.
02:48 These past couple days I can literally feel my heart soften and some of the cold slightly melt away. Dont ask me to explain...
02:48 I do emphasize "slightly" =P
02:53 One of these days I need to write an LJ entry/ Myspace blog. I have words.
02:54 Also been feeling inspired to write poetry again the past few days. I actually have words for that too...
02:55 Ive realized that I dont necessarily need "emotion" 2 write poetry.All I need is inspiration from beautiful things & I've a ton of it lately
03:17 Books I got... www.goodreads.com/book/show/6362080-the-vampire-is-just-not-that-into-you lol
03:18 www.goodreads.com/book/show/4390183.11_11_the_Time_Prompt_Phenomenon_The_Meaning_Behind_Mysterious_Signs_Sequences_and_Synchronicities
03:19 That 11:11 one is one that jumped out at me and told me I must buy it like Ive mentioned that happens to me sometimes.
03:19 www.goodreads.com/book/show/6441654-twilight-and-philosophy
03:20 www.goodreads.com/book/show/847416.Astral_Travel_For_Beginners_Transcend_Time_and_Space_with_Out_of_Body_Experiences
03:21 Im obviously interested in astral travel. Id love to learn to do it without the help of DXM. Maybe that book will be useful.
03:22 And at Walmart I got a combo pack of www.goodreads.com/book/show/6105257.Robert_Pattinson_True_Love_Never_Dies and...
03:23 www.goodreads.com/book/show/6650201-taylor-lautner-me-and-you ...LMAO... Im like secretly a 13 year old or something. =P
03:24 A an assload of magazines... including a $20 UK magazine Twitter directory. haha
03:30 They should make a category of "Interesting People" & put me in it. Ive got tons of people that can vouch for my Twitter being interesting!
03:31 People tell me it all the time! And to me being seen as interesting is the best way to be seen by others! How did I get so awesome? =P
05:05 Again thanks all for the happy birthdays. Good night.
15:07 Was nice to wake up to birthday texts from Chazz & Doug. Made me feel like a normal person for a minute. lol Thanks guys =)
15:13 A bunch of my Hatchlings ran away. Must get them back!
16:08 www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nqvg0C90FhM how Twilight should have ended
16:19 "I am Switzerland. I refuse to be affected by territorial disputes between mythical creatures." — Bella Swan
16:24 www.tmz.com/2009/11/23/twilight-themed-heroin-baggies-seized-in-new-york/ Twilight heroin... lol
16:31 Why on Earth does Miley have a Poison cake? i49.tinypic.com/v45hmu.jpg
16:32 Sleepy. Got up too soon.
16:37 Sweet, I tied for 2nd on a photo contest on LJ community.livejournal.com/photocontest/2244063.html
17:13 Tomorrow= work, Wednesday= In This Moment show, Thursday= go out for Thanksgiving (eww), Friday= early morning shopping & half shift of work
17:14 There is something every day this week. Which is odd.
17:21 By the way I think I have successfully gotten myself off the pills. I did start taking them again for a couple days but then I stopped again
17:23 I dont know if the sick feeling before was related but the 2nd time I didnt have any side effects.
17:24 Its been almost a week now.
17:25 The sickness probably wasnt even related at all.
18:53 "kandydevil.com is awesome" www.aboutus.org/KandyDevil.com lol...okay... yes I am googling.
19:02 haha i come across some weird stuff ive signed up for when i google. "I still am" on site YouAre. youare.com/kandydevil/
19:16 Listening to one of my favorite albums ever. Chris Cornell's Euphoria Morning.
19:29 Nine Inch Nails' Pretty Hate Machine= best NIN album... Love this shit. I remember riding around w/ parents listening to this on headphones
19:36 The moment that I used to consider the greatest of my life happened as NIN were playing "Something I can Never Have" live...
19:37 That has always been probably my fave NIN songs and it was perfect for that moment... The title really proved to be true for the situation
19:38 No matter what though I will always remember that moment. No matter how shitty that situation turned out to be.It really was amazing I guess
19:39 I guess I can tell the story... Because I jusy dont care anymore and I am sick of directing so much hate at my ex...
19:40 Basically I was at the NIN show with the ex that I refer to as "Asshole" on here... it was after our major breakup & it was our 1st time
19:41 even speaking to each other in months because we just totally were ignoring each other...
19:41 and during that song is when we basically got back together.
19:42 It was a beautiful moment.
19:44 Im done hating him. I dont even care anymore. So much has happened within myself since him. I actually think I owe my transformation to him.
19:45 Weird because it has been a year to this week that I actually last talked to him, gave him his stuff back from my apt & was done with it.
19:46 Full circle. =)
19:54 "Robots have more luck than u at finding love.This week will see no alteration of however its possible tht a robot may fall in love/ w u"
19:55 lmao that was my birthday horoscope that someone posted on my myspace. SO does that mean like an industrial guy will fall for me? =P
19:58 Its crazy how many people actually care enough to wish me a happy birthday. My Myspace & Facebook are flooded.
20:00 lol I like this one c4.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/79/l_83b16fdabb1540a6b5f1b009122c7a1f.jpg
20:08 lol Ive always liked this redux.com/stream/item/628121/It-are-my-birthday?fid=27503
20:47 I just read the card my mom gave me. Made me cry. She said shes proud of the person Ive become...
20:47 Dont think anyones ever said that before because it has never been applicable until this past year.I grew strong this year.I am proud too =)
20:51 Not that I know that many people but out of everyone only 2 people I know in person bothered to say happy birthday so thank u to those 2.
21:10 I wasnt talking about online people, I was talking about people I know in real life. Ive certainly got the love of online people =)
22:01 Just opened up my drawer full of old cd folders. Drawer hasnt been opened in years. Just laying there are 2 loose Cold cds...
22:01 If that is not a sign then I dont know what is!
22:05 I dont know what exactly it is a sign OF but we all know Ive been talking a lot about Cold the past few days.
22:05 And how I am in love with Scooter. lol
22:45 Weird combination of music tonight, yes? www.last.fm/user/kandydevil
23:07 My art piece. twitpaint.com/iolukv
23:16 Songs named "Creep" always tend to be particularly good. STP, Radiohead
23:18 lol I have not listened to this album in so many years. Orgy's Candyass.
23:21 lol idk... Im gonna have too much fun with this thing twitpaint.com/w4knlp
23:28 Sometimes Last.fm's similarity thing is really fucked. Orgy and Cold are nothing alike.
23:29 They've got Cold listed with all these industrial-rock bands.
23:35 lol finding some old stuff I used to like from the orgy similarity page. The Clay People, Sinisstar.. lol "Psycho Sexy" need to hear it now
23:38 OMG KMFDM are SO not similar to Stabbing Westward.... Why do you do this to me????!
23:44 Oh man, Local H... I remember meeting that dude... one of many band autographs still hanging on the door at my mom;s house.
23:45 Funniest band autographs were Sevendust signing a styrofoam plate...
23:46 & the Flys signing some weird thing I made with little magazine clippings and they wrote "gay" where it said they were hotties.. lmao
23:46 Man I miss the old days when I used to get so many band autographs. It was like my hobby.
23:51 Looking at these similarity pages is like rediscovering old bands that I have long forgotten from back in the day.
23:53 I do believe that last.fm is the most useful site that exists.
23:57 "Runaway Rain"... Jesus... remember that song? We used to sing it in music class. lol
23:58 Must search more similarity pages to find more old favorites!
00:00 Listening to music. twitpaint.com/14yujoa
00:08 The 90s had the best rock music. If you dont agree then you grew up in a different time than I did.Guess its true you love what u grew up on
00:21 Smokie says good evening. twitpaint.com/nor4xx
00:26 Sponge & Days of the New <3
00:28 I cant believe I just use the tag "post-rock" ...lmao
00:30 I remember seeing Sponge live for the first time. I fell in love with the singer. Edgefest 1999 was the best day ever. Seriously.
00:32 That was my first rock show.
00:46 Since I am on a nostalgia spree I am looking at old pics on my old Yahoo "fan club"... days before Myspace where I whored myself out. lol
00:47 Id post the link but I made it unjoinable years ago although it still has thousands of members. Ill twitpic some in a bit.
00:48 Okay here it is but I dont use it anymore so dont try to join because I dont approve people groups.yahoo.com/group/RachelGonzalesFans
00:49 I have no idea why people still want to join it. Ther are pending requests... why?
01:01 twitpic.com/qq52n - This is the pic I was looking for. The day after Edgefest 1999
01:16 twitpic.com/qq6c8 - This was last day of 6th grade. Im the only one in pants. Notice how I am the coolest one. lol
01:17 twitpic.com/qq6f4 - Remember these little mini polaroids with the sticky film!?
01:18 twitpic.com/qq6io - Dang, I was hot. lol Think this is like 6 years ago or something.
01:19 twitpic.com/qq6ky - lol I was a fucking photo whore
01:20 twitpic.com/qq6n9 - This was the best outfit ever. That is a pink Slayer shirt by the way.
01:21 twitpic.com/qq6q9 - Me with my ex's guitar. I was 18 or 19 here.
01:23 twitpic.com/qq6w3 - Me and my ex. I was 18.
01:24 twitpic.com/qq6yp - This was the first pic I ever had online. I was 15 I think.
01:24 twitpic.com/qq705 - My old enormous nose ring. Horrible.
01:25 twitpic.com/qq731 - I was so cute. I look like Selena Gomez lol
01:27 twitpic.com/qq77m - lol I was 14 here. (the blonde) I looked like a hooker.
01:29 twitpic.com/qq7dd - Im not afraid to post it. lol this pic is so fail. Age 16 or 17 I think. Child porn.
01:30 twitpic.com/qq7f8 - I used to have pretty hair.
01:31 twitpic.com/qq7gu - Last one.
01:32 I have a lot more but I will flood you no more for tonight.
01:39 Those pics made me feel very not as cute as I used to be. lol Aging sucks.
01:42 twitpic.com/qq8bu - One more because it is funny. I dressed that guy up goth for Halloween because his style sucked.
01:57 I want to get my artist count on last.fm up to 500 tonight. Ive got 99 left.
01:59 Listening to Silverchair. It was all about Silverchair and Bush when I was younger. Daniel Johns & Gavin Rossdale were my gods. And Manson.
04:04 I look like a crazy stalker person. Check out my top 4 on Myspace. (besides for my cat)
04:05 I knocked Daisy, Tila & Suicide Commando right out of the top. lol
04:10 twitpic.com/qhj91 - Yeah apparently the artist name used to be As When November Falls
04:13 twitpic.com/qhjg1 - Best Myspace comment ever =D
04:15 Being offered modeling shoots. But I just want to take pics thses days. I dont want to be on the other side of the camera.
04:23 "please let the rain beginmake me feel hold againtake me back home where i needed to be"
04:25 IDK what to make of this. It just seems to all fit together prefectly for me but it is odd that it hit me so strongly tonight
04:25 I really should go to bed but I wouldnt be able to sleep. My mind is running insanely.
04:27 Im so exhausted that Im not even correcting my typos as I see them happening but Im on a quest or something!
04:27 Hell, this is the last day of me being 25... It must mean something!
04:29 There are tears in my eyes over a song. On the last day of a year that has been quite emotionless for me. It is quite beautiful actually.
04:29 www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/t/the_killer_and_the_star/starts_when_you_fall.html I remember this from when they played it live
04:30 I remember thinking it was especially beautiful.
04:33 "It starts when you fall.It ends when you change your life.Give you my soul, As long as you find your way."
04:36 twitpic.com/qhl01 -
04:41 I am going to go out and wander on my birthday. Something amazing is going to happen.
04:43 "Darkness belonged to meIn a mad world that I create"
04:47 I I dont know what to think of my sudden outburst of emotion right now. It is weird and confusing...
04:53 This is the COLD song that always meant a lot to me www.lyricstime.com/cold-bleed-lyrics.html
04:54 " I'm feeling crossed I take it inside Burn up the pain My thoughts are strange "
04:55 ---> Presence of people Not for me <---Well I must remain in tune Forever --->My love is music I will marry melody <---
05:00 Im intoxicated off of lack of sleep. Sometimes things come out better this way. lol
05:23 Ive gotta go lay down before I fall down and die. Good night. This has been an insightful day.
16:37 I was being completely weird last night. Still exhausted but had to get up to go see the movie.
17:12 Listening to Cold until its time to leave;.
18:24 This line for new moon is crazy.
18:46 Playing in 2 theaters at the same time . weird.
21:47 New Moon was SO good! If you are a hater you can suck my rubber vibrating cock.
21:49 Jacob is so fucking hot. Jesus Christ. I like how everyone went crazy when he first takes his shirt off.
21:50 I honestly cant decide who I think is hotter. I like Edwards body better although I am probably alone in that. But its like perfect.
21:51 I still think the guy I dated back in Feb looks so much like Jacob. They both have that cute little boy voice too. lol
21:51 Time to look for a bootleg of the movie.
21:57 Im gonna burn some movies and bring my dvd player to my moms on Thanksgiving. Ive got good ones but I never watch movies I d/l
21:57 Paranormal Activity, The Fourth Kind, 2012, etc...
21:58 Ive turned my mom into a Twilighter. She wants to read Eclipse & Breaking Dawn so she knows what happens. lol
21:58 Even though Ive basically told her the whole story.
21:59 Actually the whole theater was full of older women.
22:00 New Moon was my favorite book out of the series because it was very sad. So it was cool to see it as a film. I almost cried numerous times
22:02 The part where Jacob is a wolf and Bella looks at his eyes made me like shudder. Pure awesome.
22:04 I think I am going to say fuck all these books I have lined up to read and read the Twilight series over again.
22:05 I want to get this book. Twilight and Philosophy www.goodreads.com/book/show/6441654-twilight-and-philosophy
22:05 Maybe I go buy books tomorrow for my birthday.
22:06 Metallica and Philosophy www.goodreads.com/book/show/784415.Metallica_and_Philosophy_A_Crash_Course_in_Brain_Surgery
22:07 Ive got nothing planned for my birthday. My mom & gma wanted to take my to dinner but I honestly hate birthday dinners.
22:08 I hate how everything is celebrated by eating. It makes me sad. There should be other ways people celebrate holidays.
22:08 Which is a major reason why I dislike all holidays.
22:09 I will be happy spending my birthday alone and reflecting on the past year.
22:11 lol at these emo dudes wearing New Moon clothes on Hot Topic site
22:11 www.hottopic.com/hottopic/LicensedGear/TheTwilightSagaNewMoon.jsp?cm_re=Homepage-_-Box+1-_-New+Moon+Merch
22:29 I didnt realize Eclipse was going to come out soon quickly. Only 7 months!
22:38 shop.cafepress.com/twilight
22:39 lol I love when he says he's "sort of beautiful" www.cafepress.com/+sort_of_beautiful_womens_fitted_tshirt_dark,402272446
22:42 twitpic.com/qlci9 - My birthday is in an hour. ;-)
23:40 I like this. Team Rosalie www.cafepress.com/+team_rosalie_womens_dark_tshirt,330730582
00:00 Thanks for the happy birthdays. =) Today I am officially old but its okay because people still think Im 10 years younger =P
00:08 I love how the music stopped for a split second right as it turned midnight so that the first thing I heard on my new year is silence =)
00:14 Aww I logged into Myspace and the first thing I hear is the happy birthday song as performed in meows =D
03:24 This is a cool website. Gonna upload all my favorite songs to it at some point. www.mixcloud.com/kandydevil/
03:25 I am about to watch New Moon again. d/led it.
03:27 Shitty cam version.
03:52 Sounds like my kind of restaurant www.hilarious-pictures.com/files/picture/67401371.jpg
05:12 Tila is holding a bass right now. I am in love.
05:45 Tila's being real crazy tonight. A bit worrying.
10:49 Going to see New Moon tonight. Shit better not be sold out. Id think all the diehards would have seen it by now.
10:50 I havent been to a movie in a year since last year's Saw. I generally tend to not be a fan of movies.
10:50 Sorry I didnt get to replies yesterday at all. I was out of it. Still am. Just temporarily awake. Maybe tonight
11:15 Hey #kandydevil (kandydevil live › ustre.am/1BXh)
14:04 Guess Im not going back to sleep.
15:43 First time ever buying anything on iTunes cuz I couldnt find it anywhere else and stupid shit got bought twice cuz it kept giving me errors
17:08 Getting ready 2 go see New Moon. Couldnt care less if you dont approve. Chances are I dont like things you like either.
17:34 I've just snapped a new picture: dailybooth.com/u/13a75
17:36 Just took my 107th mugshot! www.dailymugshot.com/main/show/13370
18:47 Movie sold out. got tix 4 tomorrow
20:52 So very sleepy. Only slept 4 hours and been up all day.
20:55 I love leaving Suicide Commando playing when I leave the house then walk into it playing. Its like stepping into another dimension.
21:21 Guess I do have unusual music tatse. Every artist on my top played is a different genre www.last.fm/user/kandydevil
21:24 Probably go to bed soon.
22:45 Instead of going to bed I am drinking beer and listening to music. It would be fucked to go to bed before midnight.
22:46 Late with my replies. Sorry Tweeps. Ive been lagging.
22:47 FINALLY checking out The Dreaming which is the current band of Stabbing Westward vocalist. Not similar to SW. Me sad. Oh well.
22:48 This beer bites.
22:49 Fiona Apple, Christopher Hall (SW) & Scooter Ward (COLD) = my favorite lyricists.
22:50 Im d/ling too much music today. Going thru a music spurt. Im either in a tv show spurt or a music spurt.
22:52 I made a new Pandora account. Never use it because Last.fm is so much better but my old Pandora was kandyrachel & I didnt like that.
22:52 I hate that I cant find Drain STH online. Ive got the cds but Im just too lazy to dig them out and put them on the comp.
22:53 DRAIN STH = best all female metal band!
22:54 Ive got 3 full hard drives. I need a 4th.
22:59 kandydevil (Broadcasting live at ustre.am/1BXh)
23:05 I'm broadcasting my live Stickam stream at stickam.com/kandydevil started: Sat, 20:05 PST
23:06 I'm broadcasting my live Stickam stream at stickam.com/kandydevil
23:36 Why am I on Stickam?! Exhaustion. BRB for anyone that was there. It was freezing.
23:46 U miss my rock concert on Stickam
23:56 Drain STH on ISOHUNT =D
00:17 On Stickam Japan =P
00:18 Had more viewers on Japan than regualr =P
00:20 JAPAN: www.stickam.jp/profile/kandydevil // CHINA: www.stickam.cn/profile/kandydevil I am international ;-D
00:31 www.123people.com/s/kandydevil why? stalker central
01:09 I think Aiden need to play some William Control songs when I see them in Feb. That would be awesome.
01:09 Ive been in love with this damn William Control album since the second I heard it. Cant wait for the new one.
01:10 For there only being 1 album and it being my 4th most played artist that is pretty good.
01:18 ANd it is not just because he is hot. I actually really love the WC album! lol
01:19 Hey, my birthday is tomorrow (MON) ;-P
01:21 I will 2009 years old =D
01:21 will be*
01:22 I'm broadcasting my live Stickam stream at stickam.com/kandydevil started: Sat, 22:22 PST
01:25 I did not post that stickam shit... it posted by itself@!
02:03 come to my stickam and get on cam!
02:19 Whos in my stickam? theres a lot of anonymous.
02:27 Some guy on Stickam wanted me to eat him when he is dead...
02:49 The Killer and the Star album is beautiful. I will go to bed when it is done.
02:50 Scooter Ward wins my heart once again.
03:11 This Killer and the Star album is going to fast become one of my favorites.
03:11 I love him I love him I love him.
03:11 And you KNOW I love him because I dont use that word freely!
03:12 Jesus why am I still awake?
03:23 I really dont want to go to bed. Really rare of me. I am so inspired today by music. Music does something odd to me.
03:24 I should surround myself in music at all times because it makes me feel a feeling that I cant even describe sometimes.
03:25 Like the music in the Otherworld that you dont actually "hear" but you know that it is there. You can hear it in your soul.
03:27 I think Scooter Ward could be my soulmate. Ever have that feeling about someone? Like you just connect with them in this Otherworldy way.
03:28 I feel unusually drawn to him. idk.
03:30 Yeah I am weird and over-tired but it is true.
03:31 My stomach hurts from those nasty beers I had. Going to bed for real soon.
03:34 No I cant go to bed yet. Something is telling me to stay awake. Something is putting emotion in me right now. Its these songs...
03:35 I dont even know the lyrics to them yet but just the melody alone is touching me really deeply.
03:36 I must look up the rights to this song ASAP. How can a melody to a song make me just cry all of a sudden why I havent cried in about a year?
03:37 Its just a freakin demo. Dont know if I can find the lyrics.
03:42 I cannot find the lyrics. The song is "Let the Rain Begin"
03:47 www.youtube.com/watch?v=SsJDzpUmOZU
03:48 Isnt he just amazing? I cant stand it.
03:50 The song is also called "When November Falls"... November... is me...
03:52 I have 2 separate demos of the song. One in particular is what gets me
03:55 Or the band used to be called "As November Falls"... I cant undersnand the track listing... idk...
03:56 And I just noticed the album is called "The Series of Emotion"... This is all so odd to me right now yet makes so much sense...
03:57 God I cant wait till Cold tour again. I know I just saw them a couple months ago but I need to again...
03:57 And I hope Killer and the Star opens again. Jesus Christ.......
20:22 Alternate world claimed me for a long time. Weird dreams.
22:22 lmao! Someone just compared me to Sailor Moon. If I look like an anime girl that is the best compliment EVER! =D
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23:02 Note that the Rachel is not me lol but I thought this was funny www.lamebook.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/11/twisex3.png
03:25 Hey @officialtila Jane Cordovez (#IReallyLoveTILA live › ustre.am/3v2f)
13:15 JESUS CHRIST.
13:23 I think I shouldnt have gotten up yet but my cat was about to throw up a hairball on the bed so I had to take care of that...
13:32 Its funny that people want me to be in their bands yet they dont even know what I play like. And I dont play well! lol
13:32 I need to get a bass. I think Id be better at bass.
13:34 This Facebook app says I spend 75 hours a week on there... WTF! lmao
14:16 Net keeps going down past couple days.
15:50 "What's happening"... WTF? Fails even more than "What are you doing."
16:31 Lonely moose i.imgur.com/EExjm.jpg
16:35 Twilight haters need to get over it. 99% of movies do not appeal to me but I dont go around ranting about it constantly.
20:28 Just approved like a year's worth of Friendster requests because I decided to log in to it.
20:28 I cant believe people even still use that site.
20:34 LMAO...This is the ONE rap song that Ive ever liked. I remember being 14 & the boys in the park were obsessed w/ it. blip.fm/~gle7y
20:53 I love Amy's brand foods. Always vegetarian & organic. Best vegetarian foods you can get.
20:58 They've got lots of different kinds of food too... Mexican, Indian, Asian, American, Italian... Never knew they had so much till recently.
20:59 I particularly like their Indian food a lot.
21:00 Walmart needs to carry more of their shit. Walmart sucks for food!
21:04 Random thought: I wonder why a vegetarian version of fish has never been made? Seems everything else has been.
22:52 I need this but it is sold out! www.controlindustry.com/shop/brands/hatewear/hw-deathrip-t-shirt-8.html
23:01 Sweet, found it on another site!
23:04 Cheaper too =P
23:15 Also attempted to but Suicide Commando shirt again. Last time I tried they emailed me saying they were sold out.
00:42 Made a new SayTweet badge with a screen shot saytweet.com/canvases/show/7615
00:56 New LJ info page the-kandydevil.livejournal.com/profile
01:06 It sucks being awake so long without naps because you get hungry more!
01:07 Cant believe Ive been awake since 10am and didnt even try to nap. Ive been occupied online with who knows what, really.
01:23 This is an interesting Facebook page. Psychedelic Adventure www.facebook.com/pages/Psychedelic-Adventure/36103867380?ref=nf
01:57 These sports guys really get away with far too much. That guy with the dog fighting, this guy that beat Tila... Fucking assholes need 2 die.
02:36 I dont know how many 2012 researchers Ive got here but what do u consider 2 be the best 2012 related books to read? (not talking bout movie)
03:36 Must go to bed soon.
07:50 Blah. Awake break. Gotta go to work early-ish.
09:21 Grr... Out of space on the external again. Gotta burn shit later.
09:24 After Steve Wilkos gotta go back to sleep! Eyes hurt.
09:29 Remaking the Exorcist? I dont know how I feel about that. Fave movie ever. Dont mess with perfection. captainhowdy.com/
19:44 Wait till u see the shirt i just got.
19:45 Just got out of work. heading 2 book store.
19:54 Fucking cold
21:17 Saratoga Border's has a much better selection than they used to.
21:18 Sometimes random books just call to me and I have no choice but to get it. Last time I was at Xgates this book popped out at me & did again.
21:18 bit.ly/4yvV7K
21:19 So I bought it this time. Plus LaVey's Rituals (not that I intend on using it but it comopletes my LaVey collection) Plus bunch of magazines
21:20 And a big book about signs and symbols.
21:20 I want so many books. It is so hard not to just go completely crazy in the book store & buy everything.
21:21 One of these days Im gonna go completely crazy on Amazon and buy a ton of books. Ive done it many times but its been a while.
21:22 Since its my birthday next week & I always get a lot of money I will for sure be going crazy on books.
21:24 Was looking for a section where books about psychedelics would be but couldnt find it. Oddly Breaking Open the Head was in New Age.
21:25 Guess not so odd being the subject matter but odd because it was the lone psychedelic book there besides the one I bought.
21:25 Next week on lunch break gonna walk to Barnes & Noble since I have a full day on Tues & actually get a lunch.
21:31 Like my shirt? lol dailybooth.com/u/12l3j
21:34 I had to get that shirt just because I am a Twitter addict and it is a contradiction because people do care what I say =P
21:36 Please excuse me looking horrid, I did not sleep well & work bored the living crap out of me.
21:38 Gotta pick up a package at post office. If I actually get up in time to do that within the next couple days I will go book store-ing again.
22:01 On the subject of when books "call to me" The Secret actually did that to me. And that ended up changing my life.
22:02 For a very long time I would see it & look & it but never bothered to read what it was about. One day I just bought it without even knowing.
22:02 Then it sat unread for months. Suddenly one day I decided to read it. It was the perfect timing.
22:41 Anyone know how to enable extensions on Chrome? Trying to add stuff and it says they are not enabled :-/
23:03 Slayer are playing the Civic Center in Feb. I saw them there years ago on Aggressive Music Fest. I miss that fest. Only lasted like 3 years.
00:14 "The Oxford Dictionary announced "unfriend" is their "word of 2009". "Sexting" was also on the list." Jesus......
00:38 I want to put my Twitter name on my "Nobody cares" shirt but I dont want to ruin it. I should get a "Hi, my name is" sticker.
01:03 This kid made me think of my Otherworld term "British Japanese" although the kids Korean pics.livejournal.com/carmendove/pic/004tpwtb
01:04 During that big trip of mine I was seeing &hearing everything as "British Japanese" and it made so much sense at the time & still kinda does
01:05 Dont ask me to explain it because I really cant.
01:06 But it makes even more sense being that I think I was both British & Japanese in past (separate) lives.
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